Fake friends , fake faces , fake people.
One of my "friends" ( the way i used to call that person ) , now she is best friend with a guy and she is ignoring me , im there only if she needs something ( what a stupid friendship). i tought i can trust her , but she didn't trust me and she is still not trusting me.
But what i hate the most ..is the everyone loves her to death , like she is a queen of beauty (but she's not) . im not jealous , but i hate when an artist is trying to be so original and another fake artist is drawing/painting another artist's art and tell that she created the idea and everyone calls her original and they don't know that she is fake.
Yesterday i had to write about "important moment from my life" i wrote how i became an artist , she wrote about ciggaretts and alcohool and how her boyfriend (ex boyfriend somehow) ask her if she will marry him. really?how much attention can she give to herself like that?
Anyway , i dont care , but treating me like a silly dog makes me wanna treat her like she is a silly mouse.Really? stay with that guy (who is not her boyfriend but i think that she's cheating her boyfriend with that guy) and then when he goes home earli , she come to me and talks like everything didn't happen even when i come to her she is acting like im not there.
Well , im done , im gonna ignore her just the way she ignores me. I mean wtf. now she is best friend with my ex boyfriend , even if she said that she's not talking to him. i told her how i broke up with him , and how he started to insult me with no reason , and i didnt wanted to insult him.
Such a fake person...i felt in love with someone about two months ago , and now she told me that she likes that guy? two weeks ago i was in love with another guy ( he was reaaaaly hot i didnt wanted him to be my boyfriend i like to stare at cute guys withouth thinking to do a step or something like that) surprise. she came to me and said that she saw that guy , and then two days after that , a guy was walking on the street and she said "oh look is that guy who plays guitar..oh..its not" and i was like " wtf? go to your boyfriend girl , im single , youre not".
Today , she ignores me , she's cheating on her boyfriend with that guy that is her best friend now , she's best friend with every girl that i meet first , she's going out with those girls and when im asking her if she wants to go out with me the answers are like " sorry i cant my mom is mad" or " i have to go to my grandma". yep.
And the thing that annoyed me to DEATH! one of my ex boyfriends broke up with me because im not wearing clothes like her and another guy that i used to like , she was there to talk to him even if i was next to her.
And the only friend that i got is my character....and a girl from a different town and my new boyfriend..he's very sweet but a little annyoing sensing phone messages all the time and calls me all the time but i really like him.
Im planning to do something that she will regret the rest of her life. the thing that in the past she told me everything about her and her boyfriend and how much she loves him but she's cheating him in the same time.
So im gonna give her a lesson "dont treat your best friend like a stranger and leave it alone when he needs you because you will get hurt not him".
Listening to: soilwork - distortion sleep
Watching: porn.(just kidding)