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wow, im so happy that i get all the attention when i post pictures with me but when i try to show my talent nobody is there.And why am i happy is because now i can see that even an artist can become like every normal person, to put attention only on looks! and i really hate this!!!!Art dosen't mean dressing up like a model and take selfies!Seriously!People, stop sending me notes only when i post pictures with me, i am an artist not a model!Just because i post pictures with me it dosen't mean that i want to get attention from photographs, i post pictures with me too show you that on this planet are still some great artist who can take a f***ing picture without a lot of photoshop or a studio!That's not my art! it's my friend's art!I only collaborate with real artists who dosen't respect the tehnology like those "artist" from those days do!Stop sending cute messages about how cute i am!I need to improve my drawing skills and my artistic works...not my looks!I'm trying to show my talent and share my visions!I really appreciate when someone gives me compliments, but now i can see how much people "care" when i show my art work!I know i should said this a long time ago, but now i'm sick of this situation.So please, send me notes when you find something interesting in my art work, not in my pictures, and if you find something interesting in my pictures, make sure it's not the way i look, it should be the message that i am trying to send.
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Stone sour- absolute zero
  • Playing: with my dog
  • Eating: Cigarettes
  • Drinking: Coffee
I won't stop being myself


i'm with my face down
while they scream and shout
my heart is freezing
my eyes are bleeding
my hands are shaking
my head is empty
im wasting my time
on nothing
why don't you put
a spell under me?
if the hate is all
that you wear?
use me on your rituals
your words can't hurt me


im crying in your face
and i laugh when you
turn your back on me
im suffering when you
shoot me with your ignorance
but im happy when you're
leaving
im acting innocent when
you are in front of me
but i can kill a thousand
demons and you won't
see


im with my face down
covered in red
my veins are broken
my truth is unspoken
my butterflyes are oaken
my mind is a token
im wasting my time
in a land of enchantment
why don't you try
to violate my private space?
if jealousy is all that you wear
use me on your torture plans
your violence won't change a thing
because nothing can hurt me


im crying in your face
and i laugh when you
turn your back on me
im suffering when you
shoot me with your ignorance
but im happy when you're
leaving
im acting innocent when
you are in front of me
but i can kill a thousand
demons and you won't
see


you can laugh
you can destroy
my reputation
i won't stop being myself
you can attack
you can beat me
i will get up
you can steal
all my secrets
but you won't
find out how to
use them
you can say
what you want
you can tell the
world all the bullsh*t
about me
i won't stop
being myself



im crying in your face
and i laugh when you
turn your back on me
im suffering when you
shoot me with your ignorance
but im happy when you're
leaving
im acting innocent when
you are in front of me
but i can kill a thousand
demons and you won't
see
i won't stop being myself
i wrote those lyrics, hope you will like it aaaand sorry my bad english.
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(sorry my bad english)I just want to share with you, a story that i will never forget and i hope that you will read this..probably you will know what should i do. someone give'd me a puppy one month ago, it was a surprise from my mom.She knew how bad i wanted a puppy after 12 years of not keeping an animal.I was so happy and so excited, i tough that my life will be brighter from that moment.She was so cute and adorable, she was an yorkshire terrier and she was 3 months old.In the first day she was shy and didn't knew with who should she talk first.I started to talking with her, brushing her hair, giving her toys to play.We had became very close friends in a very short time.She was sleeping in my room, she had her special corner, but because she used to sleep with her mother, she jump'd on my bed.It was a little complicated to learn her what she can't do and what she can do in my room.Everything was good, but then i forgot to give her a name, and i was thinking about Daisy or Carolina, and then i decided to give her a simple name, her name was Minnie (because she is really small).She learned from were to eat, from were to drink, and she learned to go our bathroom and do her needs.She learned in a short time were was my room, were was my brother's room, were was the hall, were was the kitchen.One day i woke up, i get up from my bed and then "woof wooff" she appeared from nowhere and start to jump.From that day, in every morning, she comes into my room for saying "good morning" and then lick my face till i wake up.Another day, i was going outside in town and i didn't knew when i will get home.I came at 8 pm, and i didnt got to take off my shoes because suddenly i heard my little puppy crying and when i called her she started to run from my room into the hall, she was so fast and so excited that i came home.She missed me so much and she was telling this crying.The next day i decided to take her with me outside in the park, to show how her how is the world outside form the house.I took her in my bag (because she is very small and i didn't wanted her to get too tired by walking too much).She was so happy in that day, seeing other dogs and other people, the atmosphere etc.Everything was fine, but..something just happened.I woke up in a morning and see that she wasn't in my room as usual, and i went to the kitchen and saw her laying down.She was sick, she started to vomit, she didn't wanted to eat, or drink and..she had diahreea.I was so scared and so sad, looking at her suffering.I give'd her special pills for diahreea and boiled chicken meat, boiled rice and rice juice.She got better but only a few hours...the next day she was sick again, she refused to eat everything (boiled chicken meat, boiled rice etc.) she haven't eat all day! or drink! my mom tried to force her to eat but she started to vomit...and now she is still vomiting.I called my grandmother and beg her to give me money to go to the vet with the dog, and i will give her my birthday money...and the answer was "no"...nobody wanted to help me, and it's very hard, because she got sick at a very very wrong time..i don't know what to do, how to help her, somehow im very sure that she will die soon...and i haven't got the time to show her everything.But, somehow i gived her the best two months ever in her life, doing things together, playing, going outside and eat together (not the same food) and in the same tame, she gived me things that nobody had ever gived.For the first time i felt like she was like my young sister, not just a cute little puppy.She used to make me smile when i was feeling sad, she was making me laugh when i was crying, she was the only one who didn't judge me, she accepted me just the way i was..and i learned so much things from this tiny hairy thing called "dog"..i learne'd that no one will ever be so loyal as your family will always be, i learned that good friendships are based on courage, kindness, respect and the most important love.And i learned how to be happy again, that life should not be taken so seriously, and never forget to play, because we all hide a child inside of our hearts.I just hope she will be ok..im still praying to God for a miracle, because all the vets from my country are losers, they kill dogs with wrong vaccins..i wished i was born in a different country...because i've lost all my hopes except my little puppy, Minnie.
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Naughty boy - home
  • Reading: Shogun
  • Watching: Cartoon network
  • Playing: ....
  • Eating: Cigarettes
  • Drinking: Coffee

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Andreea Monica
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wow, im so happy that i get all the attention when i post pictures with me but when i try to show my talent nobody is there.And why am i happy is because now i can see that even an artist can become like every normal person, to put attention only on looks! and i really hate this!!!!Art dosen't mean dressing up like a model and take selfies!Seriously!People, stop sending me notes only when i post pictures with me, i am an artist not a model!Just because i post pictures with me it dosen't mean that i want to get attention from photographs, i post pictures with me too show you that on this planet are still some great artist who can take a f***ing picture without a lot of photoshop or a studio!That's not my art! it's my friend's art!I only collaborate with real artists who dosen't respect the tehnology like those "artist" from those days do!Stop sending cute messages about how cute i am!I need to improve my drawing skills and my artistic works...not my looks!I'm trying to show my talent and share my visions!I really appreciate when someone gives me compliments, but now i can see how much people "care" when i show my art work!I know i should said this a long time ago, but now i'm sick of this situation.So please, send me notes when you find something interesting in my art work, not in my pictures, and if you find something interesting in my pictures, make sure it's not the way i look, it should be the message that i am trying to send.
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Stone sour- absolute zero
  • Playing: with my dog
  • Eating: Cigarettes
  • Drinking: Coffee

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icarosteel Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Happy Birthday! :cake:
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MINA-GIRL Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you ! :)
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darkkinder Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Hey Andreea happy Birthday! :party:
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MINA-GIRL Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you :D
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Steel-Razors Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday!  :dance:
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MINA-GIRL Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you ! :D
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ab39z Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
Thanks for all the +faves! Greatly appreciated!
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MINA-GIRL Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Youre welcome :D
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Singinchic7 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite :-)
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MINA-GIRL Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Youre welcome :D
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